In last night’s sermon on Exodus 19 (“The Holiness of God”), we learned that God is the standard of holiness, and when we compare His perfect holiness to our unholiness, we are left despairing of any attempts to make ourselves holy. This realization causes us to stop attempting to justify ourselves before God and does not allow for us to compare ourselves favorably with others. What does it matter if I am more holy than another sinful person? God, and not any other created being, is the standard.
But the revelation of God’s holiness is not meant to merely drive us to despair of our attempts to make ourselves holy; it is meant to lead us to see our need for God’s grace. In his study, “The Gospel-Centered Life,” Bob Thune gives us the chart below:
If we start at the far left (the straight line), Bob is illustrating the fact that every one of us goes through a time in life where we are not consciously aware of God’s holiness or our own sinfulness. At this point, we have no healthy fear of God and thus do not seek God for His grace.
At some point, though, God begins to open our eyes to the truth that He is holy and we are sinful. Now we begin to see the truth that we are separated from God because of our sin and rebellion. This is where the two lines diverge.
Some time after this initial revelation from God, we recognize that there is no way for us to make ourselves holy enough to please God, no way to make up for the sins we’ve committed. It is at this point God brings us to repentance and faith in Him. We are converted by His Holy Spirit when, by His grace, we repent of our sin and place our faith in Jesus — the one who lived, died, and rose again on our behalf.
Our awareness of God’s grace at this point, though, is fairly small. This reality is captured by the first cross. But as we come to learn more about God’s holiness and our own sinfulness through the Word of God, the Spirit of God, and awareness of our own hearts, we see a greater and greater need for the grace of God — represented by the larger and larger crosses. It’s not that we need more of God’s grace later in life, but that we are more aware of our need for God’s grace the more we grow in faith. We need the grace of God just as much the day we were converted as we do on the day we die.
Have you recognized God’s holiness, your own sinfulness, and your need for His grace? If so, would you say that you are more aware of your need for God’s grace today than yesterday? Than last month? Than when you were converted?
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