May 9th, 2012 ||
Posted by Allen Duty
Our little girl, Taylor Joy, is about to be six years old. I remember the day she was born like it was yesterday. I’ll never forget it, not just because it was the birth of our first child (though that certainly makes it easier to remember), but because of what happened the first time I held her.
Taylor Joy came into the world loudly expressing her displeasure at her new surroundings, quite angry about the abrupt change from womb to hospital room. But then the coolest thing happened. The nurse handed her to me, and I loudly whispered, “Taylor Joy!” just like I did when she was still in the womb. Right then, she stopped crying and opened her little eyes to look at me. It will always be one of the most special moments of my life.
While this may seem like a dad’s ploy to get you to read a story about his kid, bear with me and I’ll take this somewhere.
In the last few months, there has been a lot going on in life and ministry. At many points, I’ve been very aware of my circumstances, my feelings, and my responsibilities, but not very aware of God and His grace in my life. Maybe like you tend to do at times, I’ve tended to crowd out time that should be spent reading God’s Word, praying, or simply sitting silently and allowing God to speak, choosing instead to worry or to work harder.
I don’t know if this is something that she perceived or not, but last week, Taylor Joy wrote me a note and stuck it to my desk for me to find later. It said this:
I Love You I want you too thenk abawt God
God used my little girl to remind me that not only does she love me and want me to think about God, but that God loves me and wants me to think about Him. Just like Taylor Joy was mainly aware of her discomfort until I spoke to her that day in the hospital room, I had been more aware of my discomfort until God spoke to me through Taylor Joy and her note the other day. Now I have her note taped to my monitor so I can see it every day before I start work.
God loves you and He wants you to think about Him. I’ve read lots of theological works that said less with way, way more words.